Letra de Shivers - Current Joys

I've been contemplating suicide
But it really doesn't suit my style
So I guess I'll just act bored instead
And contain the blood I would've shed
She makes me feel so ill at ease
My heart is really on it's knees
But I keep a poker face so well
Not even mother could've tell
'Cause my baby's so vein she is almost a mirror
And the sound of her name sends a permanent shiver down my spine
Down my spine

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I wear her photograph against my heart
For in my lif? she plays a starring part
Of alcohol and cigarettes
Th?re is no room for cheap regrets
She makes me feel so ill at ease
Oh my heart is really on it knees
But I keep a poker face so well
Not even mother could've tell
'Cause my baby's so vein she is almost a mirror
And the sound of her name sends a permanent shiver down my spine
Down my spine