Letra de Dreaming Of Throwing Up - A Wilhelm Scream

So I'm looking at this bottle
And this bottle, it speaks to me
It says get off the fucking train
So I jumped down

These metaphors are for assholes and I'm no different
I'll get to what I mean slowly
Roses and poetry
That's all you want to be?

Not alive, not dead
Not alive, not dead
Not alive, not dead
Looking for a reason to be

Not alive and not dead
You give me goals impossible
And I get further from my own

If these were lies
I wouldn't be leaving, you had to need me
I tried this once before
Just as insulting, what for?

Not alive, not dead
Not alive, not dead
Not alive, not dead
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Show me what you used to be

Can we find a balance, a medium?
My anger was a heavy weight you bore
Now I'm balancing meteors
I want to see you

Not alive, not dead
Not alive, not dead
Not alive, not dead
Show me what you used to be

I was looking at this bottle
And the words made sense to me
'Cause it was all a fucking dream
A lie

I'm not alive and I'm dead
I just see my goals are impossible
And I get farther from them all

Mocking words
We buried both
What a world without you holds
I had to know