Letra de What Now - Jordan Smith

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn't be cryin'; tears were for the weaker days
I'm stronger now, or so I say
But something's missin'

Whatever it is, it feels like
It's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out
What now? Woah, what now?

I found the one, she changed my life
But was it me that changed
And she just happened to come at the right time
I'm supposed to be in love
But I'm numb again

Whatever it is, it feels like
It's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is, it's just sittin' there laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out
What now? Please tell me
What now?

There's no one to call 'cause I'm just playin' games with them all
The more I swear I'm happy, the more that I'm feelin' alone
'Cause I spent every hour just goin' through the motions
I can't even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout

What now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out
What now? Somebody tell me
What now?

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I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know why
(I don't know where to go)
Yeah
(I don't know what to feel)
(I don't know how to cry)
I don't know
(I don't know why)
(I don't know where to go)
(I don't know what to feel)
I don't know how to cry
(I don't know how to cry)
(I don't know why)
(I don't know where to go)
(I don't know what to feel)
(I don't know how to cry)
(I don't know why)
(I don't know where to go)
(I don't know what to feel)
I don't know how to feel
(I don't know how to cry)
(I don't know why)
(I don't know where to go)
(I don't know what to feel)
(I don't know how to cry)
(I don't know why)
(I don't know where to go)
(I don't know what to feel)
I don't know how to cry, yeah
(I don't know how to cry)
(I don't know why)

So, what now? Somebody tell me
What now?